The search for perfection is a natural human inclination. To label with confidence that with no flaws provides a metric we can fully trust for all manner of endeavor. To know the highest standard also provides hope and optimism about the potential which hovers all around us, helping to balance out and cope with the low points our world constantly proves are possible. Finally, seeking perfection is a constructive intellectual pursuit because assessing possible examples, all at least great things worth noting, keeps us humble and decent, providing a counterweight to gratuitous celebration of what has been achieved before and making clear the folly of resting on our laurels.
If perfection is possible, Alex Honnold’s mountaineering qualifies, specifically his rope-free solo ascent of Yosemite’s El Capitan in June of last year. It is a feat of such mastery and expertise, prepared for with such exacting detail, for the highest stakes possible, that it seems more of a challenge to argue why it isn’t a perfect accomplishment.
Free Solo, a National Geographic documentary chronicling Honnold’s meticulous quest to attempt what nobody has ever even seriously contemplated, is both beautiful and excruciatingly suspenseful. For almost two hours we get to know a real-life Jedi Knight, a fellow human of such innate wisdom, discipline, bravery and expertise that it’s not easy to relate to him. Honnold, of course, doesn’t process fear and personal danger like the rest of us, but he carries around the same doubts and personal struggles we are all familiar with. Humanizing this extraordinary Skywalker-like individual is at the top of the production’s list of successes.
El Capitan is a sheer 3000 foot vertical rock face located in Yosemite National Park. It was first summited in 1958 by a 3-person team led by Warren Harding; it took them 47 days of “siege” efforts – meticulously placing pitons and ropes, toil measured in hard won feet. Basically, they constructed a rope system to the top. The first “free” ascent, using ropes only to prevent falling, not as aids in climbing, occurred in 1988. It took Todd Skinner and Paul Piana nine days to summit, but the gates were opened and free climbing El Capitan is now on every world-class mountaineer’s bucket list. Yet and still, the idea of soloing El Capitan without any safety system, total free climb, one mistake and you’re dead, has never been anything but some aimless, probably drunken, fireside chatter…. until Alex Honnold.
It is a testament to Honnold’s well earned reputation as the world’s best free solo climber that his ambition to attempt El Capitan au natural was taken seriously by the mountaineering world’s elite. Tommy Caldwell, a legendary free soloist, spends hours climbing El Capitan with Honnold as he painstakingly plots his route. Yet and still, Caldwell betrays full ambivalence at the prospect of his protege, who he loves like a younger brother, attempting something so dangerous.
When Honnold stops his initial attempt early on after simply not feeling it, there is a palpable air that all concerned hope he will come to his senses. Losing him weighs heavily on everybody, of course none more than his wonderful and dedicated girlfriend Sanni, who understands she will never outweigh the lure of impossible challenge in his life.
One day Honnold wakes up and decides enough is enough… let’s do this. To witness his attempt, documented by a crew who can hardly watch what they are filming, is to grasp how some of our species, a sliver, are capable of focusing every fiber of being on execution at the expense of fear. While we all look away, dreading the worst, he is enjoying every minute of an experience he appreciates as unrivaled, and has accepted the full consequences it will bestow, one way or the other. It is more than special, more than extraordinary, it’s…. perfect!
We are now struggling through days on end of debating whether or not the most important individual in our Republic can get any worse than he was yesterday. Watching a fleet of gaslighters spin the unacceptable as not that bad forces one to fret the standards of excellence we at least hoped our system would pursue may no longer be possible.
Free Solo provides a welcome two hour respite from the descent so many seem bent on normalizing, and through the incredible narrative of one special outlier, punches us in the nose as to what our kind is capable of doing. Honnold’s greatness imbibes all avenues – vision, determination, relentless preparation, fearlessness, and most vitally, execution. Moreover, he is a man living a life of no excuses with an honesty, while often painful in its forthrightness, that accepts full responsibility for the choices it engenders. Today, right now, such qualities are more than refreshing, and recognizing and celebrating them is more than exhilarating, it is vital. That they exist and are fully documented for us to see provides a tangible alternative to the depths we’ve been mining since before last January. Just like Honnold’s previously incomprehensible accomplishment, it’s all about merely moving a step at a time upward toward our best, rather than sliding headlong downward toward the worst we continue to allow. BC